You're Yves Klein!! You love blue. No... you REALLY love blue. So much so that you named a shade of blue after yourself... whom you love almost as much as you love blue. You need therapy.
You are a Tortured Conceptual Artist. Your fellow postmodernists call you an anachronism, but you've never cared much about the opinions of others. After all, most of them are far too simple-minded to appreciate the nuances of your work. They talk, while you are part of a lived tradition.